it can’t be true
I sign into facebook this afternoon with 1 notification; It was from his sister. All i can think of after I read it is ‘no.. this has to be some sick fucking joke. it can’t have happened.’
I was speaking to him for hours, just last week. He put ‘I love Taylah’ in his msn name and I told him he’s a babe && put the same in mine.
He seemed so happy lately, gone are the days I’d spend with him at school, laughing & joking about, and the bad days I’d spend convincing him not to do it.
He always put other people before him, if you looked even slightly sad he would notice, when no one else did. He would go out of his way to cheer you up and not leave you alone until you had a smile on your face.
He used to come over to my house and make me wax his chest for him haha. We even had a joint 16th Birthday party..
And just now, I sign into msn and just seeing him name still in my personal message, my heart did backflips and sunk as low as it fucking could.
He’s gone.
I can’t believe this has happened :(
I love you Jarrod Mills, 20.04.93 - 26.08.10 ♥
