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I feel so sick, there is a massive lump in my throat, I can’t stop shaking && I have no energy to do anything.
Seeing you for one final time was so amazing, even if it’s made me feel like this.
I will never forget this last image of you, cold as stone, hair perfect like always. You looked like a doll. Surrounded by letters from your loved ones, a teddy up by your head and an ugly Richmond scarf around your neck.
My hands are still freezing from touching your skin, I’m so glad I got to give you one final kiss on the cheek goodbye. I hope you heard me when I told you I love you && I miss you.
Rest in peace, buddy. Forever in my heart.
